DEath before life / by renee mckenna

To die before we die

Is to fully live

To die to the small self 

that our larger truth may grow

We are the Universe

A tiny fragment of it

Like a water drop in the ocean 

or a grain of sand on the beach

Like cells in a great body

We hold the DNA of everything within us

We are everything

And nothing

No-thing

That is the death

That precedes really living

To die to the fear of death

The death of fear 

of losing our self

To realize and release

The little ego self

To give it away

To wring it out

Like a wash cloth

To share it

So generously

With the world

That the edges blur

And we become like mist

Or fog

Or sunset

Boundless and bold

Beautiful impermanence

The radiant red on clumpy clouds

Deadly purple

Into grey 

Then gone

But the Sun continues into the West

And the moon rises

The clouds dissipate 

Or rain

There is no end

Only change

There is no death really

But we must die to death

The little death

To truly live